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Show Me Chicago previews, reviews and expresses opinions on what’s happening in Chicago from Blockbuster Theater, to what’s new in dining, arts, and the neighborhoods.
The beginning of shelter-at-home felt like New Year’s Resolutions on steroids. It wasn’t okay to have the mindset, “Wow, without my morning commute, I think I’m gonna sleep in a little bit.” No, you had to pickup jogging. And read all of the literary classics. And hold a nightly Zoom call with your entire extended family. Your quarantine wasn’t to be wasted. It was an opportunity to become a better you.
Well, five months later, I just feel proud to still be wearing pants.
One of the surprising hobbies to emerge during this time is a love for making bread. Specifically sourdough. People all around the country are perfecting their loaves. I won’t dive too deep into the history of bread, but worth mentioning, sourdough is the oldest form of leavened bread dating back sometime between 2,000 – 4,000 BC. The first sourdough loaf was likely baked in the Fertile Crescent region of the Middle East. This land was south of the Black & Caspian seas containing parts of modern-day Egypt, Jordan, Lebanon, Palestine, Israel, Syria, Turkey, Iran, Iraq, and Cyprus. The main setting for most of the Old Testament Bible.
Unleavened bread means it doesn’t rise much higher than a Club cracker. Examples of unleavened breads: Mexican tortillas and Matzo (think Jewish Passover or the bread used at a Church of Christ communion). Leavened is what we think of as traditional bread, aka the kind that rises.
Nine years later, Fleischmann’s® flour was founded. Combine that with the newly invented steel rolling mill and a new era in faster-paced breadmaking was underway.
In the 1900s, more chemicals were added to loaves of bread. Bread became whiter, softer, could last much longer. Flour became heavily processed lacking vitamins and minerals. These new breads were a high-status symbol. The elite in 20th-century society wouldn’t dare be seen with loaves of rye, bran, or sourdough. It’s a view that’s pretty much completely flipped as low-priced white bread is now public enemy No. 1 in the grocery store.
“People can get very attached to their starters, forming a bond that lasts through breakups, job changes, and multiple cross-country moves. A friend who forgot his starter had it mailed to him. Another friend fondly remembers the one she kept in her more carefree 20s, a gift from her parents’ neighbor, who’d started it years earlier in another city.
Starters are the gift that keeps on giving. Some starters last for decades in the fridge. This lady in Wyoming is taking care of a 122-year-old starter.
Once you have the starter, there’s no shortage of sourdough bread recipes to choose from in cookbooks or online. One recipe that’s often recommended is from Michael Pollan in his book “Cooked: A Natural History of Transformation.” Pots-and-pans-wise, all you need is a dutch oven. From there it’s a lot of trial and error.
But what happens after you get into sourdough bread baking? When you’ve made a few loaves that your wife, husband, roommate says, “Hey, that’s actually really good. You should like sell these?” What comes next?
Enter Douglas Callegario. This is the story of a baker who went from what he describes as an “awful” first loaf to selling sourdough breads out of his house, to now baking over 250 loaves a week for his growing business Nourish Foods. For bread lovers in the Algonquin, Fox River Grove, and Barrington area, Douglas’ work in leavened bread is rising in popularity (bread pun intended) the way a local band gains momentum or how I imagine people once talked about seeing Chris Farley, Tina Fey, or Steve Carell at Second City.
Sure, Nourish Foods is still flying under the radar, orders are done via Google Form and Farmer’s Markets, but it might just be the best bread in the Chicago area.
From Brazil to Algonquin
Douglas grew up in Brazil and developed a love for baking and cooking early on. His grandmother made pasta, mom made bread (although not sourdough). He went to the University of Rio to study a new innovative program focused on food science and the culinary arts.
After graduation, he met his now-husband on a beach in Rio and joined him first in Los Angeles, then they moved to Washington, and around 2016 moved to Algonquin for his husband’s teaching job. Once they settled in, Douglas discovered All Grass Farms, a local farm nearby, and asked if they needed any help.
“When I moved to Illinois, the first thing that I noticed was the farm very close to my house,” Douglas said. “I wanted to learn how food is grown, how animals are raised. I started buying food from All Grass, the milk, the meat. I wanted to learn so I asked to work there as an apprentice. At first, they didn’t have a position for me, but someone dropped out so they brought me on.”
Around this time, about three years ago, his husband bought him the Michael Pollan book. Douglas saw the sourdough recipe and decided he wanted to perfect this process. He needed to get rid of the memory of his first attempt at sourdough back in college.
“I made my first sourdough bread in college as a project. It was kind of an awful bread. I had people mocking me. My friends were mocking the bread, this is an awful bread. I remember that to this day.”
The trial and error process was underway. Douglas was focused on the tiniest details, perfecting the process.
“You go back to the original techniques,” Douglas said. “What brand of flour? The quality of the flour. What’s the humidity of the place that you’re in? The water. The book is very useful to guide you, give you ideas, but it’s very hard to master by yourself. It took me several years of sporadically trying, a couple years of baking bread every single day. The whole technique is very hands-on. It’s much more of a feeling, closer to an art than a science.”
Douglas describes the process in steps, you’re learning a little bit each time.
“First, the most challenging thing is getting the bread to be soft on the inside, crispy on the outside. Texture is the second step. Third step is the appearance. How crispy is the crust, how brown is the crust. Final stage is how to perfect it.”
Douglas started bringing the sourdough breads to work and co-workers asked if he’d make some for them. Co-workers, friends, friends of friends. One dutch oven became multiple. Baking for friends became baking for purchase on Saturday mornings at the All Grass Farm Store. Douglas was trying to balance all of this with working six days a week at the farm, eight hours a day. And for those who’ve worked on or grew up on a farm, you know those eight hour days aren’t easy.
The momentum continued to build. Douglas got the licenses required to bake and sell out of his home. He didn’t set up a fancy expensive website. No venture capital raised. Just a Facebook page. And a Google Form. You place an order, show up for pickup on Thursday. Simple as that.
A look at a few of the different options from the Google Form:
$7 each
All organic, local, and freshly ground wheat and rye berries, with heirloom and ancient varieties.
Every single bread is naturally leavened with my sourdough starter, fed with 100% rye.
Suburban – Basic Sourdough. Balanced flavor and acidity. Perfect everyday bread. Just filtered water, heirloom wheat and rye berries, and Himalayan salt.
Milkbread – Soft Loaf Pan. Soft and delicate sandwich bread. The best toast, grilled cheese or peanut butter & jelly you will find! (With the farm’s milk and butter, soft bread in a pan sandwich style).
Pumpernickel – This naturally leavened rye bread gets soft, flavorful, and colored only by the addition of blackstrap molasses, cocoa powder, brewed coffee, and star anise. No artificial colorants over here!
Also on the menu: bagels and Brazilian cheese puffs. A brown butter spelt salted chocolate chip cookie. Orange fennel cashews, cinnamon clove pecans, and chipotle lime almonds.
Thursday pickups. Saturday morning deliveries before 9 am when the Farm Store opens. With summer here, Douglas is also doing the Grayslake Farmer’s Market on Wednesdays and the Elgin Farmer’s Market on Fridays. That’s a lot of bread.
“Nowadays I’m making, with farmer’s markets, 250 breads per week.”
Douglas says the challenge now isn’t so much keeping track of the orders, it’s how to maintain the highest quality when you’re making 250 a week instead of 25.
“How do I get the quality that I want, that I need to provide, how do I make it happen when I’m basically working by myself and I basically have to make 50 breads a day. Sometimes I work for 12 hours. I have to deliver. The results are still good, probably still the best you can find in a 50-mile radius. But it’s not the absolute best bread that I can deliver. If I’m not making a high volume, I can make perfect bread every time.”
I saw this commitment to excellence firsthand when me and all the fellow customers one week when we received this email:
Hello, supporters!
First and foremost thank you so much for trusting my work (and using your hard-working money on my business).
I have been growing the number of products, flavors, and most importantly the number of customers I attend. This does not come without some setbacks: I had some inconsistencies with my cookies (too dry), crackers (too soft), and nuts (almost burnt). I am working on my processes (although things keep changing because I keep having to scale up) to make things consistent.
I can’t taste every batch (my cookie intake is already on maximum haha), so I am asking you to tell me how you feel about what you ordered.
I make a promise: whenever you are not 100% delighted by what I cooked, please do let me know. I will give your money back, or issue a credit, or just replace it next week, whatever makes you happy. This also helps me to keep tabs on what is working or not, and to improve my practices. My worst fear is to make you dissatisfied.
I hope you can keep trusting my work and I will keep improving to deliver the best food for you.
Thank you,
The email reminds me of a quote from Terrence Malick’s “Tree of Life” when Brad Pitt’s character is sharing with his son about one of the all-time great musicians.
“Toscanini once recorded a piece sixty-five times. You know what he said when he finished? ‘It could be better.'”
When a loaf of bread has been made with such careful consideration on every single ingredient, and the process itself has been perfected every day over the span of a few years and, after all of that, there’s still this drive for perfection – even as the order numbers multiply – it’s no surprise when you try this bread and immediately say, “Wow, this is just better.” It’s hard to imagine how it will continue to improve, but I know that it will.
And so maybe all of these newfound hobbies will be one of the biggest positives to come out of this year. If the shelter-at-home chapter leads us to new bakers like this, people selling awesome breads right out of their home, well, then we have a great future ahead. A local bakery on every street.
Over the last several months, I’ve been using the Medium Rare blog with a different format, featuring local restaurants around Chicago and the Chicagoland area. These also, from time to time, drift into a little bit of philosophy and stories from my own life. To catch up on some of the posts and read about other great local spots, here they are below:
I was born and raised in Midland, Michigan and moved here to Chicago a couple years ago after graduating from Hope College. I live in the city with my beautiful wife Ashley.
A little bit about me – I go to bed early, I enjoy greasy food and would wear sweatpants everyday if I were allowed to. I just signed up for a year-long Divvy membership, but could very well be the slowest bicyclist in Chicago.
I write the Medium Rare blog and will have a new post up every Monday.
Show Me Chicago previews, reviews and expresses opinions on what’s happening in Chicago from Blockbuster Theater, to what’s new in dining, arts, and the neighborhoods.
Concerns of the pandemic’s impact began to worry buyers and sellers alike, but due to a mix of record-low mortgage rates, high demand and low inventory, sales’ of homes were at their highest levels in a decade at the beginning of COVID-19’s spread.
In March, the Feds passed a $2 trillion stimulus bill and cut the interest rate by half a point, which made it a great time to refinance or purchase a new home amid the pandemic’s pending impact on economic activity. The stock market also showed concern during this time and it tumbled into a bear market, or a market transition from widespread investor optimism to overall fear and pessimism. Loan officers and mortgage companies began to transition to touch-less transaction coordination and home closings while real estate brokers and companies began to transition to the global new normal.
Construction has definitely slowed and supply chains have been disrupted, causing schedule slippage for existing construction projects, while stops and delays occurred on proposed ones. Pent-up demand from low inventory of homes on the market at the start of the pandemic will provide an environment ripe for activity once COVID-19’s numbers subside and public ease returns.
Home prices began to rise as the market continued to respond to high demand; low inventory and low mortgage rates are fueling strong purchase numbers while year-over-year real estate buys have increased by 24.7% for single family homes and 19.2% for condos and townhouses. Housing inventory will remain marginally low from COVID-19 concerns; however, once seller comfort is increased as the global pandemic subsides, we will see an increase in inventory and subsequently an ease in home prices.
If interested in purchasing a home during the pandemic, lean on loan officers and real estate brokers who have strong digital tools in place to create a touch-less experience. This will certainly meet the need for new real estate acquisitions and dispositions during a time of global unrest and strained economic activity.
Hey there! My name is Dion Hickles and I am a trained civil engineer, construction manager, real estate developer, broker, homemaker, gardener, interior designer and artist. I have experience in real estate, construction operations, project management, home-making, party planning, gardening and artistry. I would be elated for my readers to take this ride with me. I do believe everyone has an innate passion for creating their own sanctuaries and safe-spaces. Enjoy home, builders!
Show Me Chicago previews, reviews and expresses opinions on what’s happening in Chicago from Blockbuster Theater, to what’s new in dining, arts, and the neighborhoods.
Although professional soccer, golf and racing have returned to competition during the COVID-19 pandemic, Donald Trump tweeted Tuesday morning he is “looking forward to live sports.”
But as he has pointed out multiple times, the president does not support athletes’ rights to peacefully protest during the playing of the national anthem before games.
“Any time I witness a player kneeling during the National Anthem, a sign of great disrespect for our Country and our Flag, the game is over for me!” Trump wrote.
Trump’s most recent threat to boycott watching sports comes the day after members of the San Francisco Giants, including manager Gabe Kapler, knelt during the national anthem prior to an exhibition game. After the official MLB Twitter account posted video of the scene, a user commented on the separation of sports and politics, to which @MLB wrote: “supporting human rights is not political.”
When another user brought up disrespecting the flag and military, the account replied: “It has never been about the military or the flag. The players and coaches are using their platforms to peacefully protest.”
Kneeling has long been a hot-button issue for Trump and his supporters. In 2017, the president referred to protesting NFL players as “sons of (expletive)” and maligned Colin Kaepernick, then with the San Francisco 49ers.
On Sunday, Mark Cuban, owner of the NBA’s Dallas Mavericks — in response to a conservative Dallas radio host’s comments echoing the president’s distaste for kneeling — said “the national anthem police are out of control.”
“If you want to complain, complain to your boss and ask why they don’t play the National Anthem every day before you start work,” he tweeted.
The ChicagoBears have the NFL’s best linebacker group going into training camp.
The Chicago Bears have a lousy offense and everybody knows it. They have two quarterbacks who would make great backups on most teams but have no business being starters on an NFL team in 2020. Neither of them, Mitchell Trubisky or Nick Foles, is giving any fans much confidence that they can get it done in 2020. Moving the ball was a big problem for this football team last year and that led to them going 8-8 in a year that some believed could see them in the Super Bowl.
As bad as that offense is, the exact opposite can be said about their defense. They have one of the best groups in the National Football League. This team can make it very difficult for the opposition to make any plays at all and keep the points allowed to a bare minimum. A lot of that has to do with the fact that they have one of the best groups of linebackers in the whole league.
Everything on this team starts and ends with Khalil Mack. He is the best player on this team and it isn’t much of a debate. When he is on his game, he is one of the best players in the entire NFL. He had a bit of a down year in 2019 but was still pretty good. There is also the fact that he is triple-teamed or held on every single play.
If Mack can get back to where he was in 2018, this defense will be even better. He will also now have Robert Quinn on the other side ready to help him attack. This is a player that was outstanding for the Dallas Cowboys in 2019. If they both have incredible years, this could be the best pair of linebackers in the NFL and help them maintain their status as one of the best defenses in the NFL.
Danny Trevathan is also there and he is an outstanding linebacker. He is in the shadows of some of the other elite players on the defense sometimes but there is no doubt that he is an impact player a lot of the time. Then there is Roquan Smith who has some more development to go after being the 8th overall pick in the 2018 NFL Draft. He is a freak of an athlete which could help him develop into that next great linebacker for this team.
If the linebackers maintain this greatness in 2020, they will be in the middle of an outstanding defensive unit. Their defensive backs and lineman are also very good which should help them win some football games. As long as their offense is able to get better at moving the ball and scoring some points, this should be a pretty good football team. The linebackers have so much to do with it and it is a lot of fun to watch.
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The Chicago White Sox have a veritable star in the making.
The Chicago White Sox have a legitimate superstar in the making on their current roster, and it may not be who you are thinking of. While Eloy Jimenez may have gotten the lion-share of the attention up till now, Luis Robert could quickly become one of Major League Baseball’s best players.
This is not to say that Eloy Jimenez does not deserve the attention he’s gotten. For starters, he’s uberly talented, athletic, and charismatic. In addition, he is on the White Sox courtesy of the Chicago Cubs, their neighbors to the north, which adds an entirely new level of intrigue to the situation.
When you add up all of these factors, it’s no wonder that Jimenez has received most of the attention and focus. However, as that has happened, Robert has been, not so quietly, flying under the radar — at least if you’ve been paying attention. If you’re more of a casual fan, then maybe you missed Robert’s absolute dominance and rocket-like ascension through the minor leagues.
Last season, he started in high-A, Winston-Salem, and quickly progressed through AA, and AAA. No matter the level of competition, Robert scorched opponents’ pitching, hitting for a combined average of .328 with 32 home runs 92 RBI. Half of his home runs (16) and 39 of his RBI came in just 47 games at AAA, where he also hit .297. To say he was ready for the majors this year would have been a gross understatement.
His power is immense, and the sound of the ball ricocheting off his bat just sounds different from other players. However, he can not only hit for power but can spray to all parts of the field and hit for average as well. He has size and speed for days and is well above average defensively. In short, he is the epitome of a five-tool player.
It’s why some in the media have heaped high-praise on the 22-year-old outfielder from Guantanamo Bay, Cuba. However, that praise even falls short of that from Robert’s own teammate, the aforementioned Jimenez, who told reporters recently that Robert “is going to be the next Mike Trout.“
It’s clear Robert has the respect and recognition from his own teammates. It’s only a matter of time before the casual fan wakes up and realizes the White Sox have the next superstar of MLB.
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Most Chicago Bulls fans would agree that Jim Boylen needs to go, but when will the decision come?
It is safe to say that Chicago Bulls head coach Jim Boylen doesn’t have an extensive, secure future with the organization. After the team replaced both John Paxson and Gar Forman in the same offseason, it’s pretty well-known that Boylen is the next guy to go.
Or, is he?
A recent report saw Boylen talk about his relationship with the Bulls’ new brass, Arturas Karnisvoas and Marc Eversley. Oddly enough, Boylen said things were going well between them all and was pleased with how their relationship has begun.
This is coming from the head coach who clearly doesn’t have the respect and faith from his players, and let’s not even get started on how the fans feel. The guy might be the worst coach in all of basketball and he’s talking about how great things are going with the new front office.
So, what on earth is going on with Boylen and the Bulls? The guy actually seems to believe he’s staying put. For some odd reason, Boylen doesn’t appear worried about his future in Chicago. Meanwhile, pretty much the entire outside world sees things differently. How could he possibly think he’s sticking around?
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There are a few answers to that question, but first of all, let me clarify one specific and necessary detail: He’s not going to stay any longer than the summer of 2021. If he stays, he stays for this upcoming season and that’s it.
But, why? Why not just rip the bandaid off and move on? That’s the million dollar question, and I try to make sense of it with three fairly logical reasons.
Chicago White Sox pitcher Dylan Cease enters his second year in the big leagues looking to make a big jump from a disappointing rookie season.
Dylan Cease was like a lot of talented pitchers when they first get to the big leagues- not very good. Cease was brutally honest this week when assessing his 2019 season.
“I felt like last year I pretty much performed as poorly as I could,” Cease said. “Most disappointing was not having good command. I pitched a little bit in September, it got better. For most of the year it was just one of those years it was like a grind and a fight where I felt like I was trying to find it everyday and searching for it.”
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2020 looks like it could be the year both Cease and the White Sox find it. Cease looks to improve significantly on his 5.79 ERA in 14 starts last year, while the White Sox eye the playoffs and finishing over .500 for the first time since 2012. Cease has been filthy in summer camp scrimmages, his ball darting all over the strike zone.
“Right now I feel like I don’t even have to think about it I’m just throwing and trying to be as nasty as I can be,” Cease said. “This year has got to be a step up.”
As for his team’s chances, Cease believes this could be a special season.
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“I feel really optimistic,” Cease said. “This lineup has more depth than any team I have ever been on. The pitching staff has a ton of potential, it’s just, do we play up to our potential or not? We’ve got playoff talent that’s for sure. Right now, I feel really optimistic.”
It won’t be easy. Minnesota won the division last year with 101 wins, 28.5 games better than the White Sox. The Twins then added Josh Donaldson. The White Sox have had their own remake as well with Luis Robert, Edwin Encarnacion, Yasmani Grandal, Nomar Mazara all entering the everyday line-up along with veteran Dallas Keuchel joining the rotation.
“There are a lot of factors, it’s a 60-game sprint, there are things we can’t control but if we play to our ability we have to be close at the very least,” Cease said.
Time will tell, quickly. The sprint begins this Friday night through September 27.
This was a post I wrote for our CTU teachers Facebook page. I was encouraged to start a blog and post my ideas, so here I am. I will add some of my older posts, too. I have edited the original post to allow for a wider audience but that doesn’t amount to a change of ten words.
History teachers are notorious at digression. That’s because we’re storytellers, and to tell a good story we must first give some background context. Herodotus, called the father of Western History, begins the first of his forty-two books with a digression on why digressions are important to the writing of history. And yes, all that was a digression to what I wanted to write about today. My second digression goes back over 45 years, when I was in the Boy Scouts. I know I was in 7th grade, so I must have been either 12 or 13 years old. We were on a survival hike, called the Kentucky-Lincoln Trail. It was a two-day hike over 32 miles of the hills in Western Kentucky, coal mine country. The first day is a grueling 20 miles while the second is an easier 12 miles. Of course, this was back in the day of canvas tents and steel cook gear, and the only lightweight food was powdered milk and eggs, so every kid on that hike was carrying at least 45 pounds of supplies and equipment. If I recall correctly, I weighed in at about 90 pounds.
My memory of that hike is legendary, epic, and I still carry the scars. Our Boy Scout troop split into numerous groups, each with a dozen or so boys, a couple adult chaperones, and a local guide. The group I was in got lost. I knew we were lost well before the other kids started complaining. The adults huddling around and whispering to each other while making sure we kids didn’t hear them was a dead giveaway, especially when it always happened at a fork in the trail. And their whispering didn’t cover up all the finger-pointing down the alternate paths. It was supposed to be a 20-mile day. One of the chaperones was wearing a pedometer that read 26 miles. We were low on water. Some boys, myself included, were filling their canteens in roadside puddles and dropping giardia pills into their canteens. That’s what you use to combat the giardia bacteria prevalent in deer piss.
And then it rained. I’m not talking about some summer shower, either. Now, to be fair, it probably didn’t drop a deluge on us like the one in my memory, but it was a downpour, and it was relentless. We were all demoralized. The adults were beginning to argue openly and loudly. A revolt was imminent.
I had brought a map. Alone of the boys in my group, I had the frame of mind to bring along one of the topographical maps of the trail. I hadn’t looked at it much during the hike because, like the other boys, I’d put my trust in the adults on the hike. But as we took a break, sitting ourselves down in inches of water that we couldn’t escape, I broke out that map and looked at it very carefully.
I might mention that becoming a geography teacher was no accident, nor was it unexpected. Did you catch that? I just digressed on a digression. Anyway, my dad taught me to read a map very early. I knew every symbol, every number, and what it meant, and not just on road maps. I could read a topographic map, too. Just the year before, I scored a 12th grade learning level on the Iowa Test of Basic Aptitudes in map reading. Yes, back then the Iowa Test tested map reading. Did you catch that? I digressed on a digression of a digression. Anyway, it took me some time to figure out where we were on that map. It also took some time to figure out where we were going and the route we needed to take in order to get there. But that was okay because the adults were having a hard time getting the boys up and moving.
But a problem surfaced in my mind. The way the guide suggested, and the way I was reading the map, did not agree. I didn’t know what to do. I was raised to obey the adults in charge, and the Boy Scouts was, and probably still is, a somewhat paramilitary organization, and you do not buck the chain of command. And yet, I knew right then that is exactly what I was preparing to do. I didn’t want to make a scene. I hate drama. I avoid drama. I let all the other boys get up first and start down the path suggested by the guide. When it was my turn to stand I walked the other direction. Remember the chaperone I mentioned, the one with the pedometer? He was bringing up the rear and asked what I was doing. I pointed down another path and told him, “That’s where I’m going.” He yelled at the column for a halt and called the other adults back there. I was told in no uncertain terms that the column was not breaking up and I was staying with the group. I told them that in that case, they’d have to carry me because I wasn’t walking that other way. They weren’t going to carry me. I showed them my map. I showed them the landmarks that made me believe that my reading of the map was more accurate than our guide’s. They weren’t having any of it. I was, however, an immovable object. I ignored their arguments and started back on my path. Another kid said, “I trust Myers. These guys are fools.” And he ran after me. Then another, and then in two and threes. Pretty soon we were all walking down my path. And that was never my intent.
I don’t like leadership. I’ve studied it my entire adult life, and a good chunk of my childhood, too, though mostly from a military perspective. I’ve read Clausewitz, Sun Tzu, Machiavelli, Caesar, you name it. I got my masters degree in military history. I understand leadership. I know its theories and applications. But I don’t like to lead. I don’t mind paying the consequences of my own bad decisions, but I feel a tremendous weight of guilt when other people have to pay the consequences of my bad decisions. So I don’t like to lead. And here I was, aged 12 or 13, leading a group through the hills and the woods of Western Kentucky. Long story short, we made it.
I mentioned earlier that I still bear the scars of that journey. Let me tell you how gruelling it was. When we got to camp, of course all the other groups were already there. Most of the boys immediately fell out and just laid down on the grass in inches of water. I knew I had a problem, though. In fact, it was that problem that motivated my earlier rebellion. There was a cold mountain stream that ran through the middle of the camp and I sat down on the bank and carefully removed my hiking boots. My socks were encrusted in blood. I couldn’t pull them off without pulling off the scabs, too, and probably a few layers of skin. So I soaked my feet in that cold stream. I’ll never forget how cold that water was. I still remember it clearly. It numbed my feet. Once I couldn’t feel any more, I carefully peeled off those socks and bandaged my feet. I hobbled through dinner barefoot and went to sleep like everyone else. That night, the blisters formed on top of the blisters that had already burst and bled. New blisters formed underneath my toenails. When I woke up the next morning, all my toenails had popped off except for the two big toes. They’ve all grown back since, mostly, except the two pinky toes. Anyway, I soaked my feet in the cold water again, bandaged my feet, ate breakfast, and walked another 12 miles to the end of the Kentucky-Lincoln Trail. And I’ve never again let other people make decisions for me, or at least not when those decisions regarded my health and well-being. I don’t make a fuss. I don’t like drama. So I just quietly go my own way. I’ll listen to the advice of experts, but it’s my future and I will decide which direction it is going.
So here I am 40-something years later. We are living through the plague. People are telling me how this school year is going to go down. Other people are saying the union has to stick together, whatever our decision. I already know which way I’m going and there isn’t a power on Earth or under Heaven that can move me from my chosen path. I’m leaving out that school-house door. I’ll burn sick days, PB days, grandfathered days, evoke the Family Medical Leave Act, or take a Sabbatical and write a book or earn another degree. I’m going to try to keep my job, but I’m not coming to work in a CPS building full of students. Will that leave a hole in the faculty? I hope so. I hope it’s a hole that’s not easily filled, too, and not because of some ego thing. I hope that if enough holes appear, and the CPS can’t find enough substitutes to fill those holes, that this whole artificial construct will come tumbling down. That’s what I’m going to do. But I’m not going to ask anybody to follow. Because I don’t like to lead. I don’t like to make decisions for other people. I didn’t feel good when writing these words. In fact, I don’t feel comfortable posting these words, because that’s exactly what it sounds like, that I’m asking everyone to walk out. Every teacher will have to search their conscience, assess their and their family’s needs, and make that decision for themselves. I’m near the end of my career. This isn’t a hard call for me. I can retire now and start collecting my pension in February. I’ll turn 60 then. I wasn’t planning on retiring for a few more years, but I can. And I know that many teachers aren’t in that financial situation. But my mind is resolved and I won’t be moved. Sure, things could change between now and then, but given what I know now, and assuming little or no change, except for the worse, I am not going back to work, not inside a school building.
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Eastern Illinois receiver Isiah Hill has been named to the All-Ohio Valley Conference preseason team along with teammate Dytarious Johnson. The question reamins whether the Panthers will play this fall. (photo courtesy of eiupanthers.com)
On a day when Eastern Illinois had two players honored by the Ohio Valley Conference, the league’s commissioner addressed growing concerns that the fall season may be altered or even outright cancelled.
EIU redshirt junior wide receiver Isaiah Hill and senior linebacker Dytarious Johnson were named to the All-Ohio Valley Conference preseason team.
As of now, the OVC is scheduled to begin its 73rd season of conference football. However, a decision may well be announced next week by the OVC that would directly affect EIU.
While a handful of Football Championship Subdivision (FCS) conferences have announced that there will be no fall season, the OVC has yet to reach its decision.
In a media conference Monday, OVC commissioner Beth DeBauche said that the league’s board of presidents is scheduled to meet virtually the next two Wednesdays and indicated that a decision could possibly be forthcoming.
Back in June the OVC presidents stated it was their intention to play sports in the fall should the medical and scientific evidence support such a move.
“That certainly is our plan. Nothing has changed,” DeBauche said.
What has changed, however, is the spike in positive cases across the country and with it the strong possibilities that fall football could go by the wayside.
Ohio Valley Conference football covers five states — Alabama, Illinois, Kentucky, Missouri and Tennessee.
“Any of our decisions need to make sense with what’s going on from a local health standpoint,” DeBauche said.
In addition to being the OVC commissioner, DeBauche serves as the President of the Division I Collegiate Commissioner’s Association (CCA). Thus, she organizes and leads regular meetings with all 32 Division I conference commissioners at an irregular time in history. Those meetings are being held virtually.
“(Conference) decisions will be independent, but certainly we have a sense of what other leagues are thinking and planning on doing,” DeBauche said.
As for the OVC, the commissioner said that the OVC presidents and chancellors desire a fall sports season.
“If there is a way to let (schools) compete, then try to find a way to let them compete,” DeBauche said of the administrators’ viewpoint.
Conference games only?
Some nonconference games have already been eliminated. For example, the Big Ten announced it would only play league games this fall, wiping out FBS-FCS matchups such as those for Missouri Valley Football Conference members Illinois State and Southern Illinois.
Thus, ISU at Illinois and SIU at Minnesota have been cancelled. Meanwhile, EIU is still scheduled to play SEC member Kentucky in October.
It’s certainly possible that FCS conferences could also pursue league-only schedules.
“We haven’t had a vote on that issue,” DeBauche said. “Right now, most of the focus would be on how to structure to play games safely and appropriately and when we would be able to start.
“Most of the models we’ve looked at focus on shortened schedules, making sure that we could complete a season.”
However, that season could look different for each school. It’s possible that teams could play an unbalanced number of games.
“We need to be nimble . . . we may have to adapt midcourse and change focus as we go,” DeBauche said. “It’s important to have models in our back pocket.”
Spring season?
There has also been national discussion and speculation that football could be moved to the spring.
However, a spring model would create a mosh pit of what have been traditionally fall, spring and to some extent, winter sports. DeBauche noted that would also put added strain on medical and training staffs as well as facilities and event personnel.
Thus, DeBauche has advised schools to be “thoughtful to fall first and make sure we have exhausted all possibilities.”
National FCS writer Craig Haley asked if the OVC would allow its member schools play independent schedules if there’s no fall season across the conference as the Colonial Athletic Association has done; DeBauche noted that while it “makes a great deal of sense” for CAA Football, that may not work for the Ohio Valley Conference.
“It hasn’t been an area of focus at all to date, and I don’t anticipate that will be the direction that we will go,” DeBauche said.
Final thought
Monday’s media conference ended with a question asking DeBauche if she had a message for any OVC players and coaches who are anxious or antsy for a decision to be made.
“Please know that we understand living in uncertainty is very difficult and we’ll try to provide as much certainty as we can as soon as we are able, but that the primary focus is on the student-athlete and making sure that each student-athlete feels comfortable coming back to school and they’re put in an environment where they feel that it’s safe and healthy to be able to compete,” she said. “These decisions are hard, and they’re hard because we want to do the right things for the student-athletes. And we know that they want play, but we need to ensure that they’re playing in a safe environment before any final decisions can be made.”
Blog co-authors Barry Bottino and Dan Verdun bring years of experience covering collegiate athletics. Barry has covered college athletes for more than two decades in his “On Campus” column, which is published weekly by Shaw Media. Dan has written four books about the state’s football programs–“NIU Huskies Football” (released in 2013), “EIU Panthers Football (2014), “ISU Redbirds” (2016) and “SIU Salukis Football” (2017).
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